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Since the last time I wrote here, I thought to close my LJ.
My life has become something pathetic, I'm feeling increasingly empty and useless. 2011 was a terrible year for me, I lost my beloved daddy and almost lost my mom too, now fighting for her life, to beat her disease, is what my life was resuming, if were not so I probably wouldn't even be here anymore. I lost my fierce soul, hope, faith, everything.
My great castle is just dust, now try to hold the remains, but sometimes it escapes from my fingers like sand. I lost almost all my dreams and I'm dying inside. Just now, holding the tears and taking a deep breath, I close my eyes to try to think about tomorrow, there're days it seems that the light will come to this shaft, others looks like I'm drowning more and more.
What has made me climb these walls are the little things whose make me believe that I'm still alive, is time that I most need them, my mother, my sister, and my friends, and all that makes me smile.
I decided to back to write, with a friend on another blog, write about things we have in common, nothing personal, sad, or related. Only those who make us happy.
I'll be who I was, but with all the years I lived in just one.
So join me in this new one. Then, when the right moment comes, I'll re-write my best days here. Thank you. ♥
Lia Jost
http://rose-addictive.blogspot.com
Lia Jost
http://rose-addictive.blogspot.com
- Mood:
thoughtful
Hello you!
For my b-day I bought to myself the Misako Aokis's book called "Aoki Misako no Kawaii Kakumei - Lolita tokidoki Nurse -" cuz' I like her so much, she's cute, gentle, kind and very helpful, qualities, I believe, that should be part of any girl who aspires to entering deeply into what is called "Lolita lifestyle."
'It's just a fashion style'!!! Yep, I know! But, doesn't hurt anybody, to behave condescending with what you want to show through a lots of fabrics, shoes and accessories, right?
The book arrived today, coincidentally, I spent the day walking and using one of my favorite dresses, looking for gifts and souvenirs for Christmas, especially for some "Loli-friends", and it made me soooo happy! (*゜▽゜ノノ゛☆
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Ah! One nice thing I bought today was "Fragrance for sheet" from 'm martan' (in Portuguese is "água de passar"), don't know if that store has in other countries, but it's popular in Brazil.
For my b-day I bought to myself the Misako Aokis's book called "Aoki Misako no Kawaii Kakumei - Lolita tokidoki Nurse -" cuz' I like her so much, she's cute, gentle, kind and very helpful, qualities, I believe, that should be part of any girl who aspires to entering deeply into what is called "Lolita lifestyle."
'It's just a fashion style'!!! Yep, I know! But, doesn't hurt anybody, to behave condescending with what you want to show through a lots of fabrics, shoes and accessories, right?
The book arrived today, coincidentally, I spent the day walking and using one of my favorite dresses, looking for gifts and souvenirs for Christmas, especially for some "Loli-friends", and it made me soooo happy! (*゜▽゜ノノ゛☆
Is that strange? But I believe that giving preference to more "dark / goth / whatever" Lolita sub-styles doesn't prevent me from seeking always be kind and polite or get more qualities that I admire. To be honest I don't care these divisions, is a very small piece of a very large world.
Anyway, about the book, don't matter if you're gothic, classic, sweet, I recommend this one to any girl who'd like to put more Lolita or related in her lifestyle. From hair to makeup, skin care products, etc., have a little of all. But the most important, in my opinion, is the relationship with the professional and the Loli girl. The two sides of Misako living together without interfering negatively with each other. This is also independent of age, sex education, anything.
And is nice that she shows a lot of things that she uses and loves, like beauty products varying from Victoria's Secret to Helena Rubinstein, for example.
She also reminded to mention the countries and friendships she made after she became one icon of "Kawaii culture" as Ambassador Lolita. I was not surprised, don't have pictures of her visit to Recife, actually has, but just walking, not with Lolitas,unfortunately there are not many Lolitas in Recife, no one to accompany Misako during the tours 。・ﾟﾟ･(≧д≦)･ﾟﾟ･｡.
The only contact she had with local Lolita was the day of the parade in a Japanese fair. I traveled with a Loli friend about 120km to meet her at the day of the "parade".
The only contact she had with local Lolita was the day of the parade in a Japanese fair. I traveled with a Loli friend about 120km to meet her at the day of the "parade".
♥
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Ah! One nice thing I bought today was "Fragrance for sheet" from 'm martan' (in Portuguese is "água de passar"), don't know if that store has in other countries, but it's popular in Brazil.
I didn't have idea it existed hahahahaha, and bought one with rose petals fragrance (predictable? LOL) Is amazing! You can use on the mattress or with the bed sheets, nothing less or more than some sprayed 15 minutes before bedtime to have a good night's sleep. A friend said with the air conditioning cold is a poison for any night of insomnia. ♥ ♥
Yesterday I spent a few hours just dancing, I should to do the same today but didn't. I think the air conditioner + sweat leaved me constipated.
I'm not sad to be a little sick, in fact, I'm happy.
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A month ago, I adopted a kitten from a charity institution, just do a month today. However, he was stolen, the most cute and loving cat ever, it really made me sad. Today, my English teacher gave me a beautiful black kitten that was suffering on the street, her son found this one and brought home, but she creates a lot of cats and couldn't get another.
Even my sister who hates cats felt in love with this little "girl", and gave her a name, is Lua.
Even my sister who hates cats felt in love with this little "girl", and gave her a name, is Lua.
I'm using Flickr so much, since I started to buy dolls, some of the others doll colectors use flickr to share informations and curiosities about their "children".
A new boy is coming home, his name will be Otto, is the new taeyang released by Groove, for Fev2012. The name of the model is "Natsume", with this on the Groove will release a taeyang "Willy Wonka" themed, I loooove Willy Wonka but the Natsune one is more cute and pretty.
This 24th Sept. is a date that I can't forget. But for now I can't talk about it. Sorry! No time, no life. My days are becoming full. When I get better maybe I'll back!
And from now on, if is to continue, I wouldn't mind ... sorry!
- Mood:
disappointed
Last night I went out with some friends, and (as I said before) I bought the last "language book" or "teaching book" (don't know the name of this kind of books).
So, a friend said that the colection is great, she bought one of English for her brother (she has an amazing English, gosh!) and one of French for herself, of course, I bought one of Japanese.
The system consists of 12 weeks learning the language. There are some very interesting things. I never gave much credence to these books, but I'll try this time. Then, here will be the place where I'll talk about the results... maybe.
Bye bye!
- Mood:
determined
Today my「P☆L☆A☆S☆M☆A」B type arrived, it's funny cuz this one is my first oshare kei related stuff ever, really.
Some posts ago I said that a band called V-last stole a piece of my heart and here is the proof.
They're so cute and have a nice style (and good songs as well), and I really wanna help them as I can. But just for now I just can cheer up for these guys, 「P☆L☆A☆S☆M☆A」isn't a good release, even so still believe, they will get better. (＠￣Д￣＠；)
がんばって下さい!☆彡
P☆L☆A☆S☆M☆A PVでした！
How are you?
Since I started to follow Mana and his stuff, a MmM dress was just a dream. Cuz until four or three years ago, for who loves japanese music, fashion and related, things was really hard to find and buy (here in Brazil). It still expensive sometimes and for brazilians (I don't know the other countries) the wait can be sad, our postal service still "jurassic".
So let me introduce you a piece of happiness on a jsk. It's simple, can be a little casual maybe, but even so when I saw this one for the 1st time, I felt in love.
It's discreet, sober and the little details lead to fame of the brand. Is 'light', beautiful and uncompromising quality. Isn't it?
(Livejournal is trolling me right now, is this one)
So, and it has a nice history, will be a piece of a lovely friend that stay with me, thank you♥
ﾟ･:,｡ﾟ･:,｡★ﾟ･:,｡ﾟ･:,｡☆Boa madrugada! ん[?]☆･:,｡ﾟ･:,｡★ﾟ･:,｡ﾟ･:,｡ﾟ
Contando hoje como dia 11/07 tenho menos de 04 dias para viajar e ainda umas 400 coisas para fazer. Complicado. (´＿｀｡)
Algumas deixei de última hora mesmo, outras tinha que ser feitas agora. E pra ser sincera o nervoso é novo, por ser a primeira vez que viajo só. Estou até meio doente e não me assustaria se fosse meio psicossomático, coisa de gente doida mesmo.
- Amanhã vou passar no Detran pra retirar minha CNH definitiva, a provisória venceu já faz um tempo e tava passando da hora de buscar essa bendita.Vou tentar tirar o resto do dia para arrumar a mala ou pelo menos dar andamento, já que comecei esse final de semana.
- Terça pela manhã é o mesmo sistema, a tarde vou fazer algo legal com umas amigas, faremos receitas de drinks e snacks para a despedida de uma delas, ela vai pra Irlanda dia 26, ainda bem que chegarei a tempo de festejarmos decentemente.
- Quarta será minha primeira final na universidade, yey! O professor ficou de dar as notas mas ele não deu ainda, só que sei no fundinho do meu coração que vou ficar na final.
- Quinta é o dia de saber se está tudo bem, viajo à meia noite, tenho que organizar o que levar além de roupa e maquiagem, acredite, é muita coisa.
-Sexta "Serena Sá paulo", vou assistir a estréia de HP 7.2 e encontrar uns amigos no karaoke da Liberdade (*゜▽゜ノノ゛☆ estou com muita vergonha, vou reencontrar muitas pessoas que conheço via internet mas que nunca as vi, algumas no show do Versa ano passado mas outras realmente nunca vi. Ah! Nunca fui num karaoke, ano passado quis muito mas não tive tempo. Gosto muito de música enka, embora não tenha o perfil para.
- Sábado, sem perspectivas. Quanto menos eu pensar nesse dia melhor, mas o itinenário é muito simples, acordar CEDO, começar o processo de montagem hard, correr pro evento o mais cedo possível. Vamos encarar a fila de entrada do AF e a fila do show, muita coragem... muita coragem.
[Dai em diante... só deus sabe]
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